Truth hurts, but I live with it.
I am Fadilah Jasmani AKA Fadz, I have my own beliefs, I have faith in me and I believe that truth hurts.
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Sunday, November 22, 2009, 11/22/2009 06:04:00 PM
I Want To Make You Proud Of Me.
Dear Mum,
I want to make you proud of me when you never will. Since when are you proud of me, mum? Afterall that happened in my life, mum, you don't have any idea how hard my life is. If only these things never happen, it won't be this hard. Mum, trust me I've changed. To the better or worst, I don't know. I ain't helping at all, didn't I? I'm not a good one, right. Never been a good one. Mum, seeing you like this hurts me to a point of showing you the broken path I led until today. Mum, this is heartbreaking, I swear. My life is full of misery. Mum, I always wish to have something, to get something, to do something. I always wish, mum, but I can never fulfill all of them. Never, mum. I'm becoming weaker and weaker instead of stronger and stronger. It eats me from inside, mum. I feel like half of me is totally gone now.. Mum, I can't find them. I can never bring them back, mum. I'm losing myself.. Mum, this is forever.
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