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I am Fadilah Jasmani AKA Fadz, I have my own beliefs, I have faith in me and I believe that truth hurts. |
Friday, October 30, 2009, 10/30/2009 02:08:00 AM
Cannot Sleep.
Craving for something spicy at this hour. McSpicy? Neh. More like TomYam? Or maybe Juan's Black Pepper Spaghetti? He's sleeping right now.. *sob sob* K, tomorrow need to go school. No class, but need the studio to do Technical Drawing work. Meeting PingPing at 3, should go earlier to get the goodie bag! They're damn bloody rich. Goodie bags for no special events! WTH. Typical art/design student, need a-new-look for next semester. Haha. I mean, start blading, man! Wuuuhuuu~~ or worst, better get my licence before end of next year. Seesh. Gonna kill myself for not paying enough attention. Shit, did I just say paying attention? Haha. Assessment's coming. Stay focus, Fadz. You need to pass! Hehe. Chaoz. Thursday, October 29, 2009, 10/29/2009 10:08:00 PM
Testing!
, 10/29/2009 04:42:00 AM
Awake.
See the the time! ^ huhu. :S They'll be having a Cake Promotion at Secret Recipe APT, and I desperately want to go and meet my ex-collegues! :D insya Allah after school. Amiin. I miss Zali. I miss her!! :D *semua org rindu ko adeq* hehe. Kite pon rindu sume orang!! Huhu. K2, Hayati's work done! Left with Marienne's. Taking 10 mins break. Gonna start again at 5! :) ONE MORE WEEK TO GO. Yeah~~ after that? HOLIDAAAAAYS!! =DD erk. Assessment first, right? Haha! After 18th November: Outings!! Wuuuuuhuuuuu!! =DD Eeka & Mazni, Shida & Nir. Haha. And like duh~ OF COURSE, my DEBIKZ. Huhu. My SR family also.. *banyaknye rancangan? Tak reti nak carik duet?? Sape nak belikan barang-barang nanti?!* huhu. Da2, nanti ku drag plak pasal barang-barang yang aku PERLU/MAHU beli. Haha! OH MY~~ TEACH ME HOW TO SKATE, PLEEEASE? Err. OR BLADE?? Shit la. I need to agree with the transportation difficulties I'm having right now. I need licence la.. I need bike. I NEED BIKE! Cannot take it, TWO AND THE HALF BLOODY HOURS JOURNEY FROM HOME TO SCHOOL TO HOME AGAIN. Freaking tiring!! Seesh. K, done. Seesh, Fadz. ONE MORE WEEK TO GO! That's it. :DD Wednesday, October 28, 2009, 10/28/2009 02:15:00 PM
A Person In Black! :D
Haha. Yes, black gadgets. Apple? Neh. Maybe, BlackBerry? :D Tuesday, October 27, 2009, 10/27/2009 12:32:00 AM
OUT ALREADY! :S
Saturday, October 24, 2009, 10/24/2009 02:42:00 AM
Kalau Kalau Kalau!
Kalau aku mepek eh.. Kalau aku prangai eh.. Kalau aku burok eh.. Kalau eh. Kalau tau! KALAU.. Tapi aku takla sey! Hehe. Camne eh nak jadi jahat, mepek, prangai and burok? Ajar ah!! Ape sey. Ape sey. Ape sey. Camne eh skarang.. Stay? Go? Stay? Go? Stay AND go with the flow? Stay OR go? Haiz. I'll go. Shit. No, I'll stay. Aku tak tahu ah! Aku nak buat keje.. Hmph. WTH? Marah? Bingit? Majok? WTH? Stop it!! Haish. Takkan nak cakap "yela2". Takkan nak cakap "bole ah, ape salahnye?". Takkan nak cakap "ku cube ah!". Giler. Giler. Giler. Papela, susah dapat susah lepas.. *teringat Mazni* wakakak!! WTH? Chaoz. Friday, October 23, 2009, 10/23/2009 01:54:00 AM
OMG. I LOVE HER!
OMG. Guys, can you believe it? Can you believe it?! OMG. She's awesome, she's breathtaking. Mind-blowing, stunning, wonderful! I LOVE HER. She inspires me. WTH! She made me realise that there're a lot of things in this world worth crying for. OMG. She brings tears to my eyes at this hour!! Keep listening to this, few times already! I LOVE YOU, SUSAN BOYLE! You make dreams come true. May God bless you! :) Thanks to my aunt, who always *non-stop* supporting me in whatever I do, whichever path I'm taking in this long journey of life. TO YOU; I'll always try my very best to be there for you. :) Wednesday, October 21, 2009, 10/21/2009 11:51:00 PM
Escape.
RealityCheck. "You will never be alone with a poet in your pocket." - John Adams Haha. It's SOOO true. Nurul bought me a book from Andrew Matthews, Happiness In A Nutshell for my birthday. Awwwww~ =D and this is so so so true. I used to keep it inside my bag, and bring it along everywhere I go. USED TO. Haha! Should start to put it inside my 'schoolbag'! There was this time I was feeling really down and the book helped me to lift myself up! Even until now. So good. Get one, dude! :D Doing great. Fully recovered. But still need to take up the medicine! Tsk tsk tsk. Tomorrow is the last day of school.. .. .. Err? For this week. 3 more weeks to assessment. 4 more weeks to vacation. Another two more months to Kelantan, KL then Selangor. *Bu, please? :( I miss my friends..* Escape. Peace. (",) <- lame sey tak buat gini.. Ni soOo zaman Sec3. Huhu. Tuesday, October 20, 2009, 10/20/2009 10:30:00 PM
Sick. :(
2 days MC. 2 pills + 1 syrup. Doctor's Advice: "Sleep 12:30pm at the latest." Cause I've been sleeping at 3am-5am since 2nd Semester started. :S Mentally disorganized and tired. I really really need rest. Hopefully tomorrow's gonna be better than today. P/S: AINUL MARDHIYYAH, thanks for the company. CayaaaAaaang ko. Wakakak!! :PP ku masakkan TomYam k, nanti?? :D Monday, October 19, 2009, 10/19/2009 01:31:00 PM
Live The Designer Life!
"as a designer, you see, you capture the shots." "when people are sleeping, you, a designer, stay awake and do your work." "you are the future designer." I was told by a classmate, "you can't sleep when your work isn't completely done." Guess, this is my life now. Well, music is definitely part of life also. :) taking 'Music' for my Cross-Disciplinary Subject, maybe on vacation or maybe on the third semester. So called composed a tune, and Juan helped me to transform it into a new great song called Bleeding. Guess what? He helped me recalled my nick "Jose Aimar"! *OMG, this was like 2 years ago!* :S so, Jose will be my so called initial starting from today rather than "Fadz"? Haha. Guess what? I'm gonna be late. It's 1:45pm. OMG. Isn't my class starts at 3pm? *running* Sunday, October 18, 2009, 10/18/2009 02:41:00 PM
Here We Go Again.. Hehe! =D
It's 446 now. Yes, reaching.. Reaching! :DD Happy Diwali to all my relatives. =p HAVE A NICE SUNNY SUNDAY TO EVERYONE! =D *step, padehal homework menggunong* :S Tuesday, October 13, 2009, 10/13/2009 12:34:00 AM
Keeping To Myself :)
Why not I just go with the flow, forever? :) Why don't I just study and forget about everything now and forever? :) I'm really damn tired. Tired with my studies, my life, myself. Giving up isn't a GOOD solution, right? So I won't give up one. Lemme see.. If this is really a right thing to do, okay. Just do it. Imposibble is nothing, right? Yeap. :) "I'm stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh.." Saturday, October 10, 2009, 10/10/2009 11:09:00 PM
Nak Buat Diary Bole? :S
Browsing. Searching for something motivating.. Found this quote. Am moved, by this anonymous quoter.. Very good example. Nice one! :) I've never changed. *so why aren't you changing?* so what if it does come back? It won't change anything, right? So what if the words hurt? It won't give you any chance to make it right, right? So what..? So what, people don't bother to think, why you bother to contemplate? Stupid, right? Right right right? :S stupid. Stupid. Stupid. Know what? I care. Too much too express. Too hard to explain. Care to hell, sey. But if it's gonna be years then you realise, I'm too thankful not to know until when. Thanks, k. Thank you so much. You don't know how much it hurts. Never know. You know? No, you don't know. Shut up, you don't even know how it can cause me pain. Haiz. 1000x already I've said this. 1000x I can't keep it. When will the time come and I can keep these words like I've kept any other? Haiz. I'm giving up on you. Seriously, I'm a stupid, idiot, dumb person I've ever known for 19 years. Stupid, idiot, dumb EVER. FOREVER. K, done blaming myself. Satisfied, readers? Heheh. *Kadang kan, aku rase aku tak layak. Kadang aku rase, die tak layak. Tapi dulu2, aku rase kite layak. Kenape laen2 eh? Tapi skarang aku rase, kadang aku baek sangat. Kadang die baek sangat. Takle ke kite due baek2? Aku tak paham ah. Aku tak mintak pape kan? Err. Kawan pon takle ke? Tapi takpela, kalau orang yang slalu dipuje, slalu rase diri die hebat sangat. Sebab ade orang yang sudi nak ade dekat.. Lupe diri kot. Maybe..* Penat pikir orang yang tak pena pikir orang laen. *cam pena dengar eh?* Betol jugakla. Adeih. K2, ku penat+malas+putus ase+berserah = fullstop. Thursday, October 8, 2009, 10/08/2009 03:43:00 AM
3 "Wells"!
Well-planned. Well-prepared. Well well well.. :))) Tuesday, October 6, 2009, 10/06/2009 08:21:00 AM
PLUGIN;
Ungu - Sejauh Mungkin Lalalalalalala~~ Hmmmmmm~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ , 10/06/2009 01:59:00 AM
Yang Terbaik.
Tiade kate yang terhebat, melainkan yang terbaik. Tiade janji yang dapat ditepati, melainkan yang terikat di hati. Tiade rase yang benar, melainkan rase yang tak terlafaz. Tiade tangisan yang paling pedih, melainkan tangisan yang mengalir dengan sendirinye. Tiade bahagie yang paling indah, melainkan bahagie yang mengundang airmate. Tiade kebenaran yang benar-benar nyate, melainkan ketike kate-kate diutarekan. .. With my guitar, around this time. Strumming, this song, meragot aku dalam diam. "Baiknya ku pergi, tinggalkan dirimu Sejauh mungkin.. Untuk melupakan, dirimu yang slalu.. Tak pedulikanku, yang mencintaimu, yang menyayangimu.." PLUGIN; Ungu - Sejauh Mungkin Monday, October 5, 2009, 10/05/2009 09:02:00 PM
HMPH.
From 638 songs to NIL. Frustrated. Irritated. Pissed off. A lot of things. Just go away. Need no one. NO ONE. , 10/05/2009 07:19:00 PM
Irritated.
.. .. .. .. , 10/05/2009 06:24:00 AM
:)
Sooner or later, k? Cause to me, true love comes once in a lifetime.. When it's yours, it's yours. And I already have mine.. :) Sunday, October 4, 2009, 10/04/2009 01:32:00 PM
Alaa.
Thinking of something right now.. .. .. .. Alamak, terlupe plak. Besokkan skola!! :S k2, Raye dabes.. Hidop aku da start. *tahu blaja musik sey.. Leh amek musik.* haiz~ =( 1 more sem to go, 2 more terms to be completed. And this 2nd term, I'm going crazy already. Or should I say, Raya datang salah time?? :S k2, done2. Homework on Technical Drawing. Sculpture. Tomorrow!! :S:S:S Saturday, October 3, 2009, 10/03/2009 05:58:00 AM
Second Baby. ;)
, 10/03/2009 12:23:00 AM
Composer-To-Be. :P
Brangan eh. Composing my new song for this year. :)) called, Pergi. Not much about the song.. From simple chords to one song. :) K, going for Raya tomorrow. Got class at 12 AND 3!! Joining them after that.. So sad, some of the houses I cannot make it. Haiz. :( sorry, guys. Since Nir da sebot2 pasal mak die masak "bagedil" untok aku, rase cam nak ponteng ah sey! Alamak! =S mak Shidah lagik! Alamak. Ku tanak skola~~~!!! Ku takle make it. Ku nakgi jalan ngan members!! ='( K, drag. Going to sleep now.. :)) take care, guys~~ Friday, October 2, 2009, 10/02/2009 01:15:00 AM
Song Of The Day.
Tak pernah aku mengerti.. Ku masih merindukanmu Sungguh tak bisa.. Sungguh tak bisa.. , 10/02/2009 01:11:00 AM
Disappointed.
Aku mungkin tak sempurne, kerane aku manusie. Tapi aku tak selemah itu, jangan kau memperkecilkan aku.. - Fadz Thursday, October 1, 2009, 10/01/2009 12:55:00 AM
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