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I am Fadilah Jasmani AKA Fadz, I have my own beliefs, I have faith in me and I believe that truth hurts. |
Monday, November 30, 2009, 11/30/2009 05:47:00 PM
Rossa! =D
Yo! HEHE. Cancelled plan with Dira AGAIN. -.- woke up late. Shit, I'M SO SORRY, Dira. And ancelled all the plans for today.. So sorry. Freaking tired. Slept late. Watched movie.. 'Selamat Pagi, Cinta!' LOL. Lambat eh aku. HAHA! =p sodih pe cite.. Huhu. Wanna share something with y'll. A music video from Rossa - Hati Yang Kau Sakiti. *LOL, da lame tak jiwang, jiwang kejap je. KEJAP JE NI!* -.- siak. Sunyi jek carik laen. Ni biase. LOL! Da2, nak maen gitar, nak bace hinge! Hehe. CHAOZ! =D , 11/30/2009 03:17:00 AM
Hey. =)
I'm loving every moment.. Sunday, November 29, 2009, 11/29/2009 05:17:00 AM
:)
Watched Case39. Not that scary, though TEMAN! -.- takotkan aku je.. Had fun. Happy. Speechless. LOL! The best thing. :) Saturday, November 28, 2009, 11/28/2009 03:43:00 AM
LA LA LA ~~~
SELAMAT HARI RAYA! =D At Nenek's place. Since yesterday. =) maybe until Sunday. Had fun, as per normal. It's raya, so, bla bla bla. LOL. Nothing much to update. LOL. Busy with "my phone keeps beeping". HAHA! =pp Seriously can't wait for 5th! =D see you guys, soon! Next week is gonna be a very busy week. LOL, cam paham. -.- Monday: No plan. Tuesday: Out to FarEast with Farah, Lau Pa Sat with counsins and aunt&uncle. Wednesday: Recording session with Debikz. Thursday & Friday: Haven't plan anything. *MANELA TAHUUU~~~ ade yang ajak teman buat pape ke. LOL* Saturday: Zali's birthday celebration. Sunday: FAMILY DAY. *sejak2 skola ni ade jugak aku rase berkeluarge. LOL!* ANYWAY, NUR KASIH WAS AWESOME!!! LOVE IT LOVE IT~~ LOL Psst, I can't sleep. :P Thursday, November 26, 2009, 11/26/2009 02:45:00 PM
Sorry.
Tuesday, November 24, 2009, 11/24/2009 05:56:00 PM
@ VivoCity. =D
Cancelled plan with Dira. LOL. :p doing nothing but staring at the sky.. Waiting for, .. Err? Nothing? Huhu. Eh, alamak. Terlupe pat seblah ade orang.. Hahaha. LOL. Chaoz. ![]() Ni namenye step tanak amek gambar. LOL. , 11/24/2009 02:19:00 AM
JoseAimar; 3 More To Go!
Yesterday was just another day. Quite happy with myself.. Composed 3 more songs. The Best Gift, Tak Dihargai and A Story About A Young Girl. LOL! One more day to making my dreams come true. DEBIKZ, thank you for all the support! *teringat Dira konon jadi fanatik fan* and Juan, thanks for helping. =) still need to learn a lot more. With patience and passion, insya Allah la ye. =D Not going to sleep tonight. Gonna browse through IKEA catalogue, see if I can get myself anything. As in, ANYTHING will do. Huhu. Desperately need something new.. Still looking for job. Hope to get any job soon.. Amiin. K, tak sabar nak 5th. Err, k tak penting. =p Sunday, November 22, 2009, 11/22/2009 06:04:00 PM
I Want To Make You Proud Of Me.
I want to make you proud of me when you never will. Since when are you proud of me, mum? Afterall that happened in my life, mum, you don't have any idea how hard my life is. If only these things never happen, it won't be this hard. Mum, trust me I've changed. To the better or worst, I don't know. I ain't helping at all, didn't I? I'm not a good one, right. Never been a good one. Mum, seeing you like this hurts me to a point of showing you the broken path I led until today. Mum, this is heartbreaking, I swear. My life is full of misery. Mum, I always wish to have something, to get something, to do something. I always wish, mum, but I can never fulfill all of them. Never, mum. I'm becoming weaker and weaker instead of stronger and stronger. It eats me from inside, mum. I feel like half of me is totally gone now.. Mum, I can't find them. I can never bring them back, mum. I'm losing myself.. Mum, this is forever. , 11/22/2009 04:26:00 PM
Goddamnit. I'm A Changed Man. Can't You See?
Daily.. I’ve been waiting for the time to pass and let it fade in But baby, my patience is driving me crazy.. Making me fall apart. What do you do when the truth isn’t quite enough? They, looking at you telling you.. We need to break it up? You need to choose what you do.. It’s you and me in love. But I'mma make it up to you and show the world.. I’m a changed man. Cause you mean that much to me.. I don’t wanna be done! I’m doing all that I can, and everybody hates Chris.. They can never understand. So can we love? Can we love again? Girl, I know I told you "baby, this ain’t over" This ain’t over.. It ain’t over. I remember your touch God, I miss you so much.. Please, believe me baby, I’m sorry? And all of this money and fame.. Can never amount to every moment when I see your face Saying "I'm sorry" doesn’t make it alright I know.. But I believe that we can make it, if we try? Friday, November 20, 2009, 11/20/2009 05:59:00 AM
What's The Best Gift?
Love? TO DO LIST (for this 2 weeks): Tidy up my room. Clean up the house. *Raya's coming* Compose 2 more songs. *then 4 more to go!* Browse through HINGE magazine. *shit, walaupon cuti tetap kene blaja!* Look for part-time job. *ikot mum&dad citerase, pfft* Prepare for Cross-Disciplinary Subject. *hopefully I can get into the Music course* Get ready for the ambassador thingy. *err, can't believe I participate! See you at NAFA open house. LOL. :P Wahliao. So many things to do?! "Baby, I treasure you." Thursday, November 19, 2009, 11/19/2009 08:34:00 PM
I Was An Asshole.
, 11/19/2009 10:21:00 AM
Hot & Cold *Cey~ LOL*
Wahliao~ this is really good, man. You can really sleep like there's no tomorrow. Hoho! :P I'm still sleepy, though~ -.- like usual la eh, having slight fever. Musim musim.. HAHA. THIS MAKES ME LAUGH SIA. WALAUWEY~ add sendiri delete sendiri. LOL. :P whatever la, eh. Cam paham. Hoho. Penatla, penat nak figure out kenape ngan orang2 camni.. Gi berubah, gi sane gi. Nak jalan pon lebih baek.. Jalan je. Gi. -.- ego tak bertempat sia.. Eh? Ouh, tak. Die tak ego, aku sorang je. Bodoh. Hidop tak abes2 saketkan hidop orang. Tak pena blaja2 dari karma lagi. Ni la namenye bodoh sombong.. Ah? Banyak gadoh banyak sayangnye? Untok sape? Untok ko? Ah yela.. Kalau battery, da flat la sey. 20% remaining je.. Tak paham kan? Ah, biase jugak. Hoho. Wahlao. Ingat pasal ni buat hari aku panas sey. K2, stop it. Member busy je nari.. Cam tak jadi jela kan ku rase tengok wayang. So ape lagi kan aku kene buat, tido.......... -_- k, guys. Still early. :D tkcr, have a nice day. :) , 11/19/2009 01:42:00 AM
WTH? Emo VS Biadap. Emo Better, K? :)
Think that I'm affected by it, is it? Never sia. Step. Cam paham. Kerek. Rilek sua. Ni la orang kate, orang2 tak sedar diri. Fut off, k. Really, fut off. Bodoh. Ever saw you at your worst k. Jangan nak bebual world. Step perfect. Really, lupe diri. Heh. , 11/19/2009 12:55:00 AM
Over.
But crying over you never ever over. Tuesday, November 17, 2009, 11/17/2009 01:17:00 AM
IMY. Can I Cry?
ILY. Can I cry? INY. Can I cry? IWY. Can I cry? Can I cry? Can I..? Can you hear me? Can you? Can you listen to my heart? Can you? I am completely heartbroken. I don't know about you. Look into my eyes, like you ever did when you saw me crying. Tried giving others strength, where's mine? You know where? I got my own strength when seeing people crying for others. Why? Cause they love the one who makes them cry. It's fun, right. To catch something you cannot even get close to. Guess what? I'm crying. Sunday, November 15, 2009, 11/15/2009 08:54:00 AM
You Make My Day. :)
Second, thanking my dad for helping a lot this semester. Third, going out later to meet SR family! *at last* Fourth, need sleep. Really need sleep! -.0 Fifth, I'm ready for assessment. :) "Hey, you make my day. Always make my day. Thanks for being there!" , 11/15/2009 12:31:00 AM
LOL! :P
Doing my last 4 things to do now. Hehe~ finish everything already except for Fadzli's and Mr Tay's. Not going to sleep tonight! Last day of not sleeping~ wuuuUuuuhuuuUuuu!! =D Found something. What a joke sey. I know it's just a "sedapkan-hatinye-pasal"! Don't need it. Seesh. "Lawa?" "Tak. Haha." HAHA! STRAIGHTFORWARD, K! "So, start wondering why are you still waiting, Aiman!?" LOL. "All the BULLSHIT you put me through.." Saturday, November 14, 2009, 11/14/2009 01:45:00 AM
When I'm Down.
Percaye tak bile, hati kite berdebar, maknenye ade sesuatu yang tak kene? Percaye tak bile, otak kite mule berpikir sendiri, kite slalu pikir yang tidak2? Percaye tak bile, tuboh kite tak mampu lagik bertahan, serte-merte airmate kite mengalir? Hujan2 gini.. Sunyi bilik ni. Sepi je sekeliling.. Hmm.. Hmm.. Hmm.. Hmm.. Hmm.. Diam jela lebih baik. Cakap pon takde yang bole diubah.. (",) Friday, November 13, 2009, 11/13/2009 10:02:00 AM
Sambil-Sambil.
Ngantokla sey. Huhu! Wokaaaaaye~ David's, Botak's & Marienne's works 99% DONE! Left with Mr Tay's, Sinaga's and Fadzli's! Haven't sleep yet since yesterday, going out later to IOI ArtFriend. Go print at Peace Centre. Then can sleep (for the day!) wahliao. :S Alright, chaoz! =) 3 more days to assessment! , 11/13/2009 04:24:00 AM
I Miss You. But I Love Me.
Still working on my last poster. Then THAT'S IT for digital work. Screwed up with Fadzli's sphere thingy. Waiting for Saturday to spray my sculpture. Lots of work to do.. Yet my mind's not working. I keep thinking of something, I wonder when it'll end. ".. Or maybe mmg kau in love." "Ngan sape sia?" "Ngn aku." "Ko buat klakar ke klakar buat ko? -_-" "But it's too late now to say all the wonderful things that I thought of you.." - Dear Juliet Thursday, November 12, 2009, 11/12/2009 01:54:00 AM
CHECK CHECK CHECK!
BUROK BUROK BUROK. -.- K takpe.. Memang guitarist pe. Bukan singer pe~~ *cey, sedapkan hati!* :PP K. Mendak. Tido jela. Btw, went to school took my sculpture home. And bought the wall putty *last min rushed to CP at 8pm, came back at 8:30pm* and stupid me used my own hands to put on the plaster UNTIL MY FINGERS CRACKED. -.- stupid. Still can play guitar for Mazni. But "it's okay, baby" (FB). HAHAHA!! :P LOL. K. TONIGHT CHECKLIST: Marienne's Poster & Journal Botak's Sketches AFTERNOON CHECKLIST: Fadzli's Works (ALL!) -.- FRIDAY CHECKLIST: Sinaga's Drawings (one needs to redo) SATURDAY CHECKLIST: Mr Tay's Sculpture! (spray colour!) Done, back to Eeks & Mazni, MSN. :) And yeah, start work at 3! :) Wednesday, November 11, 2009, 11/11/2009 02:21:00 AM
Rahsie Cinte. :)
HAHA! K, ni lame. Aku blom start buat keje pon.. -_- MAZNI!! Hoho. Hah hah, tengok G.com?! Haha. :P siol. AKU DA PRACTICE NI. TAK SABAR.. WeE~ =D Just wanna share a song, composed by.. *err, Maz, ni kawan ko nye kawan kan? Hoho* k. Here goes the lyric.. Cahaya di matamu membuat aku terpaku membiarkan duka berlalu kerna kau yang ku mahu dan yang ku tunggu-tunggu.. Bertahun ku menyintaimu masih belum dapat ku rasakan bahagia untuk kita berdua.. Mungkinkah kini kau sudah ada yang punya? Ku menahan rindu di hatiku.. Ku tak mampu meluahkan cintaku hanya kerana aku takut tuk kehilangan dirimu Ku biarkan diri ini merana.. Semata ingin engkau bahagia Tak mengapa andai aku mengalah.. Inilah rahsia cinta. Pilunya rasa hati bila engkau tiada di sisi.. Namun kau tahu ku masih menanti datang kembali kepadaku, ku akan menjagamu Ku merindukan dirimu, ku merindu senyum dan tawamu.. Di manakah semua berlalu? Usah biarkan diriku menangis pilu Di manakah katamu? Di manakah janji-janji dulu? Tak bisakah kau mengerti hatiku yang lama memendam rahsia..? Rahsia Cinta. :) Sedih pe lagu pagi2 gini. THANKS AH EH, MAZNI. :P k, so tomorrow aku KENE *hoho* dedicate kan this song untok Mazni.. Here I come schoooooooooolwoooooooooork~~~~~ =D Tuesday, November 10, 2009, 11/10/2009 10:08:00 PM
Colourful, Huh. My Life Should Be Like This. Hoho!
CHECKLIST: Botak's Poster (need to edit) Marienne's Brochure (need to edit) Marienne's Poster Shit, man. Now, I'm screwed up! I sat on my own brochure. -.- heart pain la sey tengok brochure aku print nak dekat $10 camtu! Huhu. Sedih pe.. K, Fad. Jangan nak memondan eh.. Hoho! Just came back from school.. Need night shower! *sejak bile entah aku tak mandi malam!* -_- PLUGIN; Wali Band - Puaskah , 11/10/2009 12:52:00 AM
I SWEAR That You Don't Have To Go.
Busy with Illustrator. But still, saw a moment of truth. Err? Vague truth. Don't know.. But want to know, can? Cannot, right.. I know. : Fartla. Distracting. It's coming back.. Shit, it's coming back. Mayday Parade eh? Siol. Distracting betooooOooool~ get off my balls, man. *erk, laen?* =p I SWEAR that you don't have to go.. Monday, November 9, 2009, 11/09/2009 06:06:00 PM
What's SO Special About That? -__-
Anyway, to my TEMAN.. :) ALL THE BEST, DEAR. I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT. MESTI DAPAT A, K DOKTE? :P Gonna finish up my schoolwork before weekend. 3 down, 5 more to go! *wah, cam challenge jek ngan akunye lagu?* huhu. K2, today gonna be a looooong day with Adobe. Shit la.. Design lagik. :S Anyway, MAK AKU NAKGI KL! Hoho. TAPI BAPAK AKU TAK KASI. Huhu. Camne eh tu?! Aku nakgi la. Suro dorang dudok je sini.. Hehe! :D Kelantan banjir.. Camne nakgi sane, Nul, Yani?! :( takpe2, discuss lagik end of November! =D insya Allah kali ni jadi. :) AMIIIIIIIIIIN. , 11/09/2009 03:00:00 AM
3 Down. 7 More To Go!
K, good news. My dad bought me a new strings and capo for my guitar. LOVELY! :D THANK YOU, AYAH. HeE~ and I AM SO SO SO HAPPY, da takya maen terbalek lagik sebab slame ni pinjam gitar abang aku! =D k, bad news. MANU KALAH K! KALAH NGAN CHELSEA K! BUAT MALU JE! CIS! Naseb Ronaldo da takde.. Huhu. :D K, da? Tak reti2 nak tido?! Skarang jalan gi tido.. Hoho. *marah diri sendiri* chaoz! TAKE CARE!! =D *besok tak jadi gi skola, so happy giler!* wuuuhuuu~~ Sunday, November 8, 2009, 11/08/2009 03:32:00 PM
GET BACK TO WORK! -_-
K2, gonna get back to work. Chaoz, guys~ huhu. HAVE A NICE LOOOOOONG WEEK AHEAD. :D La la la la la~~ Listening to my own song. Crazy. Husna~~ nyanyi, k nanti? :D maceh! Huhu. Saturday, November 7, 2009, 11/07/2009 11:01:00 PM
NAK NGAMOK, LEH?!
Nak cakap aku bodoh, aku tak slalu bodohla kan. Nak cakap aku tak sabar, aku nga sabarla kan skarang.. CAMNE GITAR AKU LEH PECAH NI?! Aku beli hasil duet aku siol. JACK&DANNY la sey!! :S aku cam nak rembat jek dorang, sebab da pakai, tak tahu nak pegang betol2. Aku cam nak sepak terajang jek bagi orang yang pecahkan tu. Bodoh! Baek2 aku suke, buat aku benci plak. Bodoh. Tahu tak reti susah nak dapat gitar tu?! Ade satu jek dalam kedai! Aku kan left-handed. Bodoh ah.. Stop it sey. ARGH~~!! Skarang sape nak ganti? Aku la kan. AKU LA KAN?!?!?! SAPE LAGIK?! Hmph. Ni buat mood aku hilang satu minggu. Tapi tak ah, .. Huhu. Composed a new song called 'Wujud'. Happy enough, though.. :D Saving money for a new guitar! HeE~~ *and, guitar lesson!* ;) , 11/07/2009 03:51:00 PM
To My Most Respected Preceptor;
"I will never forget what you said. :) until the end of time. Cause I will not repeat anything similar to what you knew. I've done what I've promised you. Protecting your angel was what I always did. She's standing on her own now, and I bet you know. I'm done looking after her, taking good care of her, everything. She's much much much better now, I hope you realise. Cause everytime you let her down, I was hers, I saw, I felt, I was there for her. " It's just another daymare. I'm good.. Yes, I am really good. I can handle this.. Yes, I can. :) Friday, November 6, 2009, 11/06/2009 11:41:00 PM
5 STARS!
Good movie. Of course la.. The director of The Notebook! I loike~ :D
Anyway, it's a sad movie. About family, life, love, everything. It's a good movie ah, overall. Really. Cume companion ah prob. Member tak feel la sey~ hoho! :p Anyway.. Thanks, Maz. :) Thursday, November 5, 2009, 11/05/2009 11:44:00 PM
10mins To Friday. :)
Yeah~ Thursday's going to end soon. =D last day of schooling for this first semester. 10 mins to go before Friday. Oh yah.. It's Friday?! :P hopefully everything's gonna be great tomorrow. It's been weeks since I went for an outing sey! Slept for few hours already. And the best thing, recovering soon.. Yeay~~!! =DD Baby, just roll the credits. :) , 11/05/2009 04:36:00 AM
So, Baby.. JUST ROLL THE CREDITS, K? :)
Roll the credits. Wednesday, November 4, 2009, 11/04/2009 06:52:00 AM
HYPER, HYPER!
Chill, Fadz. ONE MORE DAY TO GO!! THEN HOLIDAAAAAY!! WUUUHUUU~~ I LOVE THURSDAY. COME FAST, CAN?! >.< Bad news. No 'My Sister's Keeper' on Friday! EY, THEN WHAT TO WATCH?!?! *da la si penakot tu tanak tengok cite GORE KE HORROR!* -_- mendaaaaak~~ This is how a sick+not-enough-sleep person will do! HYPER ALREADY~~ huhu. Dad cooked for me something! Gonna check it out. :D:D:D EAT EAT EAT. *stress already~* YEEEEEEEEEES AAAAAAAAAAH~~~~~!!!!! ONE MORE DAY TO HOLIDAY. TWO MORE DAYS TO OUTING. Err. TEN MORE DAYS TO ASSESSMENT?!?! *faint* Monday, November 2, 2009, 11/02/2009 07:25:00 PM
Get Well Soon, Fadz! Huhu.
It's still raining VERY HEAVILY here. Hopefully by Friday the flu will be gone! Far far far away. No no, hopefully by Thursday! It's the last day of school, man~~ lovin' it lovin' it! =D Better get up and finish up Sinaga's work. All the redos, and recent exercises need to be completed by tomorrow before going to school at 3! Gonna bring lappy to school~ can start FB-ing, Twitter-ing, webcamming in class! Hahax~ =D P/S: Maz, aku addicted ngan lagu ko.. Huhu! Da 200x pe ku dengar.. Haha! , 11/02/2009 07:52:00 AM
Flu. Go Away.. :(
4 days already. Please.. Stay faaaaaaaaaar away from me, can? Huhu. :( Sunday, November 1, 2009, 11/01/2009 04:56:00 PM
BUSY BUSY BUSY! Huhu.
Listening to a song sent by Mazni. Really really nice. Like I Always Do by Drew Ryan Scott. HeE~ can't wait for Friday! My Sister's Keeper~ need to be fit. Flu!! Go away~~!! *aru jek cakap, da msg* Huhu. 1 down, 6 more to be completed. After that, THAT'S IT. THAT'S IT, FADZ! =D holidaaaaaaaaaay! Wuhuuu~~ waiting for them to come back on the 17th November! Assessment ends on the 18th, anyway. ;) let's rock the world, guys~ looking forward to see Debikz in so called 'Juan's Studio'. Hehe~ put your hands up~ la la la la la la la la la~~ Seesh. Sculpture. Drawing Fundamentals. 2D Fundamentals. Must complete these 3 by tonight! OMG. Not gonna sleep again.. Huhu. WISH ME LUCK, GUYS. THANK YOU! Take care, chaoz. |
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