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The life of every man,

is a diary..

In which he means to write one story,

and writes another.

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Truth hurts, but I live with it. I am Fadilah Jasmani AKA Fadz, I have my own beliefs, I have faith in me and I believe that truth hurts.	Saturday, September 19, 2009, 9/19/2009 03:39:00 AM Pengakuan Sedih, Dicabar. It's just a matter of heart; how you understand the situation, how you adapt with the TRUTH. So, some people joke around, to live. Rather than to show they're suffering. Some people show, to "stay alive". Drag themself to get attentions.. How do you define hurt/pain? You cannot see it, you cannot even touch it. So it's one's feeling that you CANNOT see and touch. How can you know that they don't feel it, or have it somewhere inside their minds or hearts? And how do you define me? I smile, I laugh, I cry, I wail, but I am me. I'm hurt, I'm in pain, I'm happy, I'm in love, and I am me. So when you don't know me, ask me. :) People don't change overnight, but I've changed over 7 days and nights.. I'm here, not to cry a river, no, not because of what I've done, no regrets, cause some people don't understand, don't even understand "regret". They speak, they lie, and when there's a silence, they think, open their mouths, and lie again. WTH, for what? :S Speak for yourself, why, are you scared? I speak for myself, and I don't care what I'll get. Cause sometimes, mistakes are done/made, and forgiveness is heaven, hell for you to misinterpret. Why do people confess when they're hurt/in pain? Why I don't? Cause truth has come to me, and I'm scared. I'm so petrified with the truth God has shown me, don't you? I thought you're the one who said that, and why are you questioning my sincerity? Cause when I said "sacrifice", you took for granted, and whenever I said "forever", you crept. So, now, listen.. Read this. CAREFULLY. "Aku mintak maaf, sebab raye nak dekat. Dan aku tanak ade masalah dengan sesiape dalam dunie ni. Terutame kau.. Tapi kalau kau pikir, aku mintak maaf sebab nak dengan kau balek, kau salah sangat. Aku tanak, takkan, insya Allah selamenye tak. Kawan kau cakap.. Aku buat salah BESAR dengan kau. Kalau die jadi aku, die mintak maaf dengan kau. Jadi, dengan sepenuh rase rendah diri, aku mengalah pade kesalahan KITE dan anggap semue ni punce dari aku. Sebab tak gune aku cakap tu semue salah KITE, sebab kau cume tahu menyesal je. Cume tahu cakap, "tak matang lagi", "tak pikir betol2". Kau menyesal kan? Sekarang aku cakap, aku menyesal tak pikir due kali yang orangnye tu kau. Walaupun aku tak rugi sikitpon, tapi aku dah buang banyak mase untok kau. Penyesalan kau kan? Ah, ni penyesalan aku pulak. Puas, dah tahu yang aku menyesal? Pergilah dengan kebahagiaan yang kau ade skarang dan bangge2kanlah depan mate semue orang.. Sebab takde ape yang kau boleh banggekan ngan diri aku lagi2 depan KHALAYAK RAMAI. :) tak, aku tak mintak simpati dari kau kalau kau tanak cakap satu bende pon pasal aku. Aku tahu siape aku, kau tahu siape kau.. Dan atas ketentuanNYE aku jumpe dengan kau dan hidop KITE berubah, dan aku sayang sangat dengan kau, dan kau sayang sangat dengan aku. Sedih, kan? Lagi sedih bagi aku sebab kau MENYESAL kan dengan ketentuan tu? Dan aku lagik tambah berjute penyesalan dalam diri bile aku bute, bodoh, sebab masih nakkan kau. Walau apepon aku bangge ngan diri aku sendiri, sebab aku tahu, satu mase dulu, aku berjaye dalam cinte aku. Mungkin bagi kau dulu cinte kau kuat tapi cinte yang kuat takkan musnah. Dan kegagalan terbesar dalam hidop aku bile aku tak dapat lihat, sie2 cinte aku bile dengan kau." Ah, dan ini jawapan bagi soalan "Why some people don't care about others?" :) maafla, ye. Panjang sangat.. Sebab kalau nak ikotkan amarah, memang nak buat poster besar, tampal depan rumah.. Tapi tak perlulah, yang termampu je. :) lagi2 da nak dekat raye ni, tak baek kan.. Orang berbaek, bukan bermusuh. Tapi kate makcik2 yang menjahit, kalau orang menempah, kite bagilah tempahan die kan. Kalau tak, nak pakai ape raye nanti? =)		theonewhospeaks Everyday passes by, I learn something new. This is me, I am me. FadzFadz. Hehe! =D		partnersinblogger Farah Yati Nurul Sasha Sakinah Ainul Nirwana Fatin Asiah Bad Nabilah Sri Shahidah S Zackya Nadiah Syirul Nurvena Yi Ping Dasiree Rachael backtoyesterday + Opick feat Amanda :) + Testing Me. :\| + سورة النحل : 53 =) + Ramadhan Kareem =) + =) + When The Time Comes.. + Speechless. + Terlanjur Cinta.. + Your Lips.. There's MORE Anger Than Laughter. + Pisssed. wheni'mgone + March 2009 + April 2009 + May 2009 + June 2009 + July 2009 + August 2009 + September 2009 + October 2009 + November 2009 + December 2009 + January 2010 + February 2010 + March 2010 + May 2010 + June 2010 + July 2010 + August 2010 + September 2010 + October 2010 + November 2010 takeabow An accidentality production Inspiration from DancingSheep & BONBON:D		thechatbox