"If there's something in your life you don't want, stop worrying about it, and stop talking about it!
The energy you put into it keeps it alive. Withdraw your energy and it will likely go away.."
- Andrew Matthews
Life has been great, and it could've been better, though. So, in order for me to make it even better than before, life has got to change right now. As every disasters have the potential to change our thinking, I really need to change the way of my living. How about transforming an old Fad into a new Fadz? How about giving up the greatest love ever (the past) and carry on with new hellos?
I don't feel happy. I don' t feel the way I used to feel.. Heh, I just don't, and that's the truth. I know, this is what I've been wanting to do, to be with the most precious gift that God has given me, but that was "so 3 years ago". I think God still has other plans/gifts, maybe a lot, to be given away.
"Such a mystery when he's here with me
It's hard to believe I'm still lonely
Chances fading now, patience running out
This ain't how it's supposed to be.
I'm having nightmares from sleeping with the enemy
How do we reverse the chemistry
I don't want us to be the end of me
This love is taking all of my energy.."
- Keri Hilson
Maybe this is how my love-life supposed to be, losing the first. failing the second. It's okay.. Maybe I just didn't give my best.